@koosli it's been hard, reconnecting with people after so long.

But it has been worthwhile

yesterday was an amazing day and a very sad day.

@koosli it was Kahl Schrodl (spelling)

due to really bad depression I cut myself off from the world.

And right now I'm trying to restore contacts.

Went out for drinks with an ex who is a close friend who I’ve not seen for years.

The night was good.

Then I found out that a close friend Kahl who I’d not seen for ages. Had passed.

I don’t know how to process this.

Unfortunately the shock caused a fit.

But my friend took me home even though she lives on the other side of the city.

True friends are hard to find. I must makes sure I don’t cut people out of my life like I have.

I’ll remember Kahl fondly. His art was amazing.

Medical stuff 

Medical stuff 

Psych and Medical stuff 

Psych and Medical stuff 

Psych and Medical stuff 

Psych and Medical stuff 

NBN appointment 

Psych and Medical stuff 

there is a hole in my heart.

and I know what I need to do now.

I need to talk with G-d a little more.

sometime I wonder if I can do this much longer

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"Hell is other people."

I see that Sartre worked retail.

at least I have a decent mask which means I can go outside. but I feel so damn worn out.

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@belljar one can dream.

A good pour down storm would be brilliant.

Though I fear it will be a while yet.

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