Went out for drinks with an ex who is a close friend who I’ve not seen for years.
The night was good.
Then I found out that a close friend Kahl who I’d not seen for ages. Had passed.
I don’t know how to process this.
Unfortunately the shock caused a fit.
But my friend took me home even though she lives on the other side of the city.
True friends are hard to find. I must makes sure I don’t cut people out of my life like I have.
I’ll remember Kahl fondly. His art was amazing.
Psych and Medical stuff
I've had a rough time over the last couple of weeks.
It appears that my seizures are psychogenic seizures.
but will need some monitoring to find out for sure.
now for the fun part;
I have a tumour in my head, it's apparently benign, but it's th size of a grape.
It will need to be removed.
I'm sorry I just so fucking scared.
Fear is not fun.
And my nightmares have returned.
A royal commission into the bushfires hey scummo, how about a royal commission into you're fucking incompetence
at least I have a decent mask which means I can go outside. but I feel so damn worn out.
anyway we're going into 2020 and now more than ever in our lives, please let me encourage you: now is the time to just go completely goddamned hogwild with whatever your Thing is. doesn't matter if anybody else gets it, that ain't the point. just Do You; we're literally approaching the first major Cyberpunk Year from like every sleazy early-mid-90s RPG splatbook and now is not the time to be coy about self-identity.
Old Goth, Hacker, and Amateur radio operator.
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